Today’s adventure was a colorful illustration of shit rolling down a hill. It was all types, textures, and colors of shit, it was fascinatingly horrible. Every single atom in my body was screaming, “Get the hell out of here!” I’m certain there was a physical change in the environment as a woman approached my car vigorously flailing her arms in apparent protest of whatever shit was rolling toward her at the moment. She was trying to launch some of her stinky refuse ball at me. I could see it in her body movement as she shrugged her shoulders and thrashed her arms all around.

Thinking back, it was more visually amusing than scary. Like a cute little dirt devil with a beat up ol’ scarecrow right in the center. Spinning around, waving back and forth, his adorable handmade straw arms trying to fly out of his grease stained overalls. Twisting around without free will and losing his lovingly tied hay fingers. He was the passenger of this mess.

The difference was that the scarecrow was not the one driving the tiny tornado, rather he was the passenger. We are all passengers from time to time. Victims of circumstances that are out of our control. So what do you do? Reach out, and trust. Trust that you can pull this sweet scarecrow out of its crazy twirling. Trust that all will work out as it is intended. Trust that the Universe brings you what exactly it is that you’re asking for.


Do you feel like the scarecrow sometimes? Spinning around like a passenger to life’s bullshit? Imagine that scarecrow is a part of you from your childhood. By reaching out to him, you are displaying trust. That fearful little guy is hesitant but you are his only hope. You will save him, just close your eyes and trust. He swirls around and, BAM! You got him! Hug him, snuggle him, bring him home to safety. Acquaint yourself with this perfect creature that has been a much larger part of your life than you originally believed. Though you haven’t been in touch for a while, you know that the dizzy child that sits in front of you is in fact a part of you. A victimized passenger. Ask this part of you how it became so hurt and confused. Hearing what he/she has to say may be painful but it is necessary to save this child. By saving the child, you are honoring your true self. Fear resolves in this child and you feel it resolve within your present moment as well.


The scarecrow is not scary and neither are you. you will be delighted by the scarecrow’s dance and offer him your trust and the perfect view on your magnificent journey. This passenger is now your ally. You saved him. You rescued him from a past fear and in turn created a resolution inside yourself. Sometimes you just need to give your little inner child self a hug to feel better in the present moment.

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I promise you are stronger than you believe. You're more beautiful than you see. You are hilarious and charismatic despite your self perceptions. You are lovely and capable of forgiveness regardless of the opinions of others.



The most powerful critic lives inside our minds. We will teach that critic how to love and feel valued and the shame, resentment, anger, powerlessness, insecurity, hurt, self destruction, hate, fear, degradation, among many others will soon dissipate.



This lesson is not an easy one but it can be done. It is a process of healing and therefore is not painless. Healing is similar to the ocean tides. We have moments of serenity and wholeness and moments of pain and helplessness as we begin to slip into old habits.

The question here is when is this process good for you? Well, it's always good for you but at what point do you surrender out of a place of overwhelming despair? I had always heard about adjusting the way you think to improve your life... and I thought, holy shit... that sounds WAY too hard.



The fact is that it's not a unicorn filled place of whimsy. Not at first. In fact reliving through repressed memories is the hardest thing I've ever endured. And I've seen a lot in my life. So saying it's easy is not an accurate statement. But now I've made it to having bad moments in good days instead of having bad days with small tastes of goodness.



It is worth every tear shed, every raging moment, and even the moments that make you feel helpless... It's worth it. I made it to a point where I just couldn't handle the pain. I had to make a change. Little did I know, it was the greatest honor that I gifted to myself as well as those that I love.



My life was a mess. I was a mess. Now I'm putting my life together the way I had always hoped to. I admire and approve of myself. It's a NEW and WONDERFUL perspective! Life doesn't have to be an eternal struggle. You are more than you think or allow yourself to be. You are not powerless. In fact, your mind is the most power filled instrument in your world.



You CAN change yourself and create the perfect life. If you're willing to change… you will find yourself to be a magnificent observer in a whimsical world filled with that feeling of falling in love!



Life is filled with magic, afford yourself the experience. You deserve peace. We all do. Mental health is not a joke. It is your mind. Your choice. Learn to embrace your shadows and live the life you consciously dream of...



Much love,

TiffaZilla




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Every thought leads to new moment. Some thoughts are joyous and easy to experience. These fantastic thoughts lead to adventure and wonder! Then there are some thoughts that create challenging moments. We all have challenges but I am choosing to not speak of those now. They are only a part of the path that is leading up to these new adventures. I’m here to offer you your very own path to freedom.


 

If you are willing, I will guide you in expanding your heart space, to help lift you, to help heal you. Life is an adventure and I want you to feel and experience what falling in love feels like.


 

This “love falling” place in which I speak is filled with enchantment, adventures, abundance, and passion. It is your life and you are worthy of love, healing, abundance, connection, vitality, and peace. I am here to bring you to a lighter version of yourself. To get better every day. To raise your spirits. To lift your heart so you can begin to root, sprout, grow, and blossom. It is real, there’s no doubt it’ll happen if you’re willing to let it.


 

I want to help you all grow and succeed. I understand your pain and it’s OK to hurt sometimes. We all do. Some of us have had the same pain for a very long time. Eventually, It has festered into chaos. I see the pain and hope to ease the suffering of every heart that needs to fall in love right now.


 

Allow me the opportunity to assist in raising your heart’s vibration. Facing shadows is not so scary when you’ve carved out and lit up your new path. A path to fall in love with, a new trail to explore, the blessings of harmony, and the adventures created through your own understanding of “oneness”.


 

I am TiffaZilla.

Feel my roar echo in your heart.

I'm willing to help if you're willing to grow.


Love Always,

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